# SB 9.14.29 ## Text > yad-viśrambhād ahaṁ naṣṭā > hṛtāpatyā ca dasyubhiḥ > yaḥ śete niśi santrasto > yathā nārī divā pumān ## Synonyms *yat*-*viśrambhāt*—because of depending upon whom; *aham*—I (am); *naṣṭā*—lost; *hṛta*-*apatyā*—bereft of my two sons, the lambs; *ca*—also; *dasyubhiḥ*—by the plunderers; *yaḥ*—he who (my so-called husband); *śete*—lies down; *niśi*—at night; *santrastaḥ*—being afraid; *yathā*—as; *nārī*—a woman; *divā*—during the daytime; *pumān*—male. ## Translation **"Because I depended on him, the plunderers have deprived me of my two sons the lambs, and therefore I am now lost. My husband lies down at night in fear, exactly like a woman, although he appears to be a man during the day."**