# Cc. Madhya 9.125 > আমি জীব, — ক্ষুদ্রবুদ্ধি, সহজে অস্থির ৷ > ঈশ্বরের লীলা — কোটিসমুদ্র-গম্ভীর ৷৷ ১২৫ ৷৷ ॥১২৫॥ ## Text > āmi jīva,—kṣudra-buddhi, sahaje asthira > īśvarera līlā—koṭi-samudra-gambhīra ## Synonyms *āmi jīva*—I am an ordinary living being; *kṣudra-buddhi*—possessing limited intelligence; *sahaje asthira*—very easily agitated; *īśvarera līlā*—the pastimes of the Lord; *koṭi-samudra*—as millions of oceans; *gambhīra*—as deep. ## Translation **Veṅkaṭa Bhaṭṭa then admitted, "I am an ordinary human being. Since my intelligence is very much limited and I am easily agitated, my mind cannot enter within the deep ocean of the pastimes of the Lord.**