# Cc. Madhya 9.125
## Text
> āmi jīva,—kṣudra-buddhi, sahaje asthira
> īśvarera līlā—koṭi-samudra-gambhīra
## Synonyms
*āmi* *jīva*—I am an ordinary living being; *kṣudra*-*buddhi*—possessing limited intelligence; *sahaje* *asthira*—very easily agitated; *īśvarera* *līlā*—the pastimes of the Lord; *koṭi*-*samudra*—as millions of oceans; *gambhīra*—as deep.
## Translation
**Veṅkaṭa Bhaṭṭa then admitted, "I am an ordinary human being. Since my intelligence is very much limited and I am easily agitated, my mind cannot enter within the deep ocean of the pastimes of the Lord.**