# Cc. Madhya 3.144
> সন্ন্যাসী হইয়া পুনঃ না দিল দরশন ।
> তুমি তৈছে কৈলে মোর হইবে মরণ ॥১৪৪॥
## Text
> sannyāsī ha-iyā punaḥ nā dila daraśana
> tumi taiche kaile mora ha-ibe maraṇa
## Synonyms
*sannyāsī*—a member of the renounced order; *ha-iyā*—after becoming; *punaḥ*—again; *nā*—not; *dila*—gave; *daraśana*—visit; *tumi*—You; *taiche*—like that; *kaile*—if doing; *mora*—my; *ha-ibe*—there will be; *maraṇa*—death.
## Translation
**Mother Śacī continued, "After accepting the renounced order, Viśvarūpa never again gave me audience. If You do like Him, that will certainly be the death of me."**