# Cc. Madhya 20.182 ## Text > aparikalita-pūrvaḥ kaś camatkāra-kārī > sphuratu mama garīyān eṣa mādhurya-pūraḥ > ayam aham api hanta prekṣya yaṁ lubdha-cetāḥ > sarabhasam upabhoktuṁ kāmaye rādhikeva ## Synonyms *aparikalita*—not experienced; *pūrvaḥ*—previously; *kaḥ*—who; *camatkāra*-*kārī*—causing wonder; *sphuratu*—manifests; *mama*—My; *garīyān*—more great; *eṣaḥ*—this; *mādhurya*-*pūraḥ*—abundance of sweetness; *ayam*—this; *aham*—I; *api*—even; *hanta*—alas; *prekṣya*—seeing; *yam*—which; *lubdha*-*cetāḥ*—My mind being bewildered; *sa*-*rabhasam*—impetuously; *upabhoktum*—to enjoy; *kāmaye*—desire; *rādhikā* *iva*—like Śrīmatī Rādhārāṇī. ## Translation **“ 'Who manifests an abundance of sweetness greater than Mine, which has never been experienced before and which causes wonder to all? Alas, I Myself, My mind bewildered upon seeing this beauty, impetuously desire to enjoy it like Śrīmatī Rādhārāṇī.'** ## Purport This verse spoken by Vāsudeva in Dvārakā is recorded by Śrīla Rūpa Gosvāmī in his *Lalita-mādhava* (8.34).