# Cc. Madhya 20.100
## Text
> āpanāra hitāhita kichui nā jāni!
> grāmya-vyavahāre paṇḍita, tāi satya māni
## Synonyms
*āpanāra*—of my personal self; *hita*—welfare; *ahita*—inauspiciousness; *kichui*—anything; *nā* *jāni*—I do not know; *grāmya*-*vyavahāre*—in ordinary dealings; *paṇḍita*—a learned man; *tāi* *satya* *māni*—I accept that as truth.
## Translation
**"I do not know what is beneficial for me and what is detrimental. Nonetheless, in ordinary dealings people consider me a learned scholar, and I am also thinking of myself as such.**