# Cc. Madhya 2.20 ## Text > sakhī he, nā bujhiye vidhira vidhāna > sukha lāgi' kailuṅ prīta, haila duḥkha viparīta, > ebe yāya, nā rahe parāṇa ## Synonyms *sakhīhe*—(My dear) friend; *nā* *bujhiye*—I do not understand; *vidhira*—of the Creator; *vidhāna*—the regulation; *sukha* *lāgi'*—for happiness; *kailuṅ*—I did; *prīta*—love; *haila*—it became; *duḥkha*—unhappiness; *viparīta*—the opposite; *ebe*—now; *yāya*—going; *nā*—does not; *rahe*—remain; *parāṇa*—life. ## Translation **[Śrīmatī Rādhārāṇī continued lamenting about the consequences of loving Kṛṣṇa:] "My dear friend, I do not understand the regulative principles given by the Creator. I loved Kṛṣṇa for happiness, but the result was just the opposite. I am now in an ocean of distress. It must be that now I am going to die, for My vital force no longer remains. This is My state of mind.**