# Cc. Madhya 2.19 ## Text > upajila premāṅkura, bhāṅgila ye duḥkha-pūra, > kṛṣṇa tāhā nāhi kare pāna > bāhire nāgara-rāja, bhitare śaṭhera kāja, > para-nārī vadhe sāvadhāna ## Synonyms *upajila*—grew up; *prema*-*aṅkura*—fructification of love of God; *bhāṅgila*—was broken; *ye*—that; *duḥkha*-*pūra*—full of miseries; *kṛṣṇa*—Lord Kṛṣṇa; *tāhā*—that; *nāhi*—not; *kare*—does; *pāna*—drinking; *bāhire*—externally; *nāgara*-*rāja*—the most attractive person; *bhitare*—within; *śaṭhera*—of a cheater; *kāja*—activities; *para*-*nārī*—others' wives; *vadhe*—kills; *sāvadhāna*—very careful. ## Translation **[Śrīmatī Rādhārāṇī spoke thus, in distress due to separation from Kṛṣṇa:] "Oh, what shall I say of My distress? After I met Kṛṣṇa My loving propensities sprouted, but upon separating from Him I sustained a great shock, which is now continuing like the sufferings of a disease. The only physician for this disease is Kṛṣṇa Himself, but He is not taking care of this sprouting plant of devotional service. What can I say about the behavior of Kṛṣṇa? Outwardly He is a very attractive young lover, but at heart He is a great cheat, very expert in killing others' wives."**