# Cc. Madhya 18.23
## Text
> 'govardhana-upare āmi kabhu nā caḍiba
> gopāla-rāyera daraśana kemane pāiba?'
## Synonyms
*govardhana*-*upare*—upon the hill known as Govardhana; *āmi*—I; *kabhu*—at any time; *nā*—not; *caḍiba*—shall climb; *gopāla*-*rāyera*—of Lord Gopāla; *daraśana*—visit; *kemane*—how; *pāiba*—I shall get.
## Translation
**Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu thought, "Since I shall not at any time climb Govardhana Hill, how shall I be able to see Gopāla Rāya?"**