# Cc. Madhya 16.88 > বহুত উৎকণ্ঠা মোর যাইতে বৃন্দাবন । > তোমার হঠে দুই বৎসর না কৈলুঁ গমন ॥৮৮॥ ## Text > bahuta utkaṇṭhā mora yāite vṛndāvana > tomāra haṭhe dui vatsara nā kailuṅ gamana ## Synonyms *bahuta utkaṇṭhā*—great anxiety; *mora*—My; *yāite vṛndāvana*—to go to Vṛndāvana; *tomāra haṭhe*—by your tricks; *dui vatsara*—for two years; *nā kailuṅ*—I did not do; *gamana*—going. ## Translation **Caitanya Mahāprabhu said, "My desire to go to Vṛndāvana has very much increased. Because of your tricks, I have not been able to go there for the past two years.**