# Cc. Madhya 15.51 > কি কায সন্ন্যাসে মোর, প্রেম নিজ-ধন । যে-কালে সন্ন্যাস কৈলুঁ, ছন্ন হৈল মন ॥৫১॥ ## Text > ki kāya sannyāse mora, prema nija-dhana > ye-kāle sannyāsa kailuṅ, channa haila mana ## Synonyms *ki kāya*—what business; *sannyāse*—in the renounced order; *mora*—of Me; *prema*—love; *nija-dhana*—My real wealth; *ye-kāle*—at which time; *sannyāsa kailuṅ*—I accepted the renounced order; *channa*—deranged; *haila*—was; *mana*—mind. ## Translation **"I had no business in accepting this renounced order and sacrificing My love for My mother, which is My real property. Actually I was in a crazy state of mind when I accepted sannyāsa.**