# Cc. Madhya 15.49
> তাঁর প্রেমবশ আমি, তাঁর সেবা — ধর্ম । তাহা ছাড়ি’ করিয়াছি বাতুলের কর্ম ॥৪৯॥
## Text
> tāṅra prema-vaśa āmi, tāṅra sevā—dharma
> tāhā chāḍi' kariyāchi vātulera karma
## Synonyms
*tāṅra prema-vaśa*—subordinate to her love; *āmi*—I; *tāṅra sevā*—her service; *dharma*—My religion; *tāhā chāḍi'*—giving up that; *kariyāchi*—I performed; *vātulera karma*—the acts of a madman.
## Translation
**"I am subordinate to the love of My mother, and it is My duty to serve her in return. Instead of doing so, I have accepted this renounced order. Certainly this is the act of a madman.**