# Cc. Madhya 15.48
> তাঁর সেবা ছাড়ি’ আমি করিয়াছি সন্ন্যাস ৷ ধর্ম নহে, করি আমি নিজ ধর্ম-নাশ ॥৪৮॥
## Text
> tāṅra sevā chāḍi' āmi kariyāchi sannyāsa
> dharma nahe, kari āmi nija dharma-nāśa
## Synonyms
*tāṅra sevā chāḍi'*—giving up her service; *āmi*—I; *kariyāchi*—accepted; *sannyāsa*—the renounced order of life; *dharma nahe*—it is not My religion; *kari*—perform; *āmi*—I; *nija dharma-nāśa*—destruction of My religious principles.
## Translation
**"I have given up the service of My mother and have accepted the sannyāsa order. Actually I should not have done this, for by so doing, I have destroyed My religious principles.**