# Cc. Antya 4.196
> ঘৃণা করি’ আলিঙ্গন না করিতাম যবে ।
> কৃষ্ণ-ঠাঞি অপরাধ-দণ্ড পাইতাম তবে ॥১৯৬॥
## Text
> ghṛṇā kari' āliṅgana nā karitāma yabe
> kṛṣṇa-ṭhāñi aparādha-daṇḍa pāitāma tabe
## Synonyms
*ghṛṇā kari'*—hating; *āliṅgana*—embracing; *nā karitāma*—I would not do; *yabe*—when; *kṛṣṇa-ṭhāñi*—unto Lord Kṛṣṇa; *aparādha-daṇḍa*—punishment for offenses; *pāitāma*—I would have gotten; *tabe*—then.
## Translation
**"If I had hated Sanātana Gosvāmī and had not embraced him, I would certainly have been chastised for offenses to Kṛṣṇa.**