# Cc. Antya 4.151
> “হিত লাগি’ আইনু মুঞি, হৈল বিপরীত । সেবাযোগ্য নহি, অপরাধ করোঁ নিতি নিতি ॥১৫১॥
## Text
> "hita lāgi' āinu muñi, haila viparīta
> sevā-yogya nahi, aparādha karoṅ niti niti
## Synonyms
*hita lāgi'*—for benefit; *āinu muñi*—I came; *haila viparīta*—it has become just the opposite; *sevā-yogya nahi*—I am not fit to render service; *aparādha karoṅ*—I commit offenses; *niti niti*—day after day.
## Translation
**"I came here for my benefit," he said, "but I see that I am getting just the opposite. I am unfit to render service. I simply commit offenses day after day.**