# Cc. Antya 4.140
## Text
> hita-nimitta āilāṅa āmi, haila viparīte
> ki karile hita haya nāri nirdhārite"
## Synonyms
*hita*-*nimitta*—for benefit; *āilāṅa*—came; *āmi*—I; *haila* *viparīte*—it has become just the opposite; *ki* *karile*—how; *hita* *haya*—there will be benefit; *nāri* *nirdhārite*—I can not ascertain.
## Translation
**"I came here for my benefit, but now I see that I am getting just the opposite. I do not know, nor can I ascertain, how there will be benefit for me."**