# Cc. Antya 4.139 > অপরাধ হয় মোর, নাহিক নিস্তার । > জগন্নাথেহ না দেখিয়ে, — এ দুঃখ অপার ॥১৩৯॥ ## Text > aparādha haya mora, nāhika nistāra > jagannātheha nā dekhiye,—e duḥkha apāra ## Synonyms *aparādha*—offense; *haya*—is; *mora*—mine; *nāhika nistāra*—there is no deliverance; *jagannātheha*—also Lord Jagannātha; *nā dekhiye*—I cannot see; *e*—this; *duḥkha apāra*—great unhappiness. ## Translation **"In this way I am committing offenses at His lotus feet, for which I shall certainly not be delivered. At the same time, I cannot see Lord Jagannātha. This is my great unhappiness.**