# Cc. Antya 20.99 > শ্রীমদনগোপাল মোরে লেখায় আজ্ঞা করি’ । > কহিতে না যুয়ায়, তবু রহিতে না পারি ॥৯৯॥ ## Text > śrī-madana-gopāla more lekhāya ājñā kari' > kahite nā yuyāya, tabu rahite nā pāri ## Synonyms *śrī-madana-gopāla*—the Madana-mohana Deity of Vṛndāvana; *more*—me; *lekhāya*—causes to write; *ājñā kari'*—by giving the order; *kahite*—to say; *nā yuyāya*—is not befitting; *tabu*—still; *rahite*—to remain silent; *nā pāri*—I am not able. ## Translation **Śrī Madana-mohana Deity of Vṛndāvana has given the order that is making me write. Although this should not be disclosed, I disclose it because I am unable to remain silent.**