# Cc. Antya 20.99 ## Text > śrī-madana-gopāla more lekhāya ājñā kari' > kahite nā yuyāya, tabu rahite nā pāri ## Synonyms *śrī*-*madana*-*gopāla*—the Madana-mohana Deity of Vṛndāvana; *more*—me; *lekhāya*—causes to write; *ājñā* *kari'*—by giving the order; *kahite*—to say; *nā* *yuyāya*—is not befitting; *tabu*—still; *rahite*—to remain silent; *nā* *pāri*—I am not able. ## Translation **Śrī Madana-mohana Deity of Vṛndāvana has given the order that is making me write. Although this should not be disclosed, I disclose it because I am unable to remain silent.**