# Cc. Antya 12.113 > এই সুখ লাগি’ আমি করিলুঁ সন্ন্যাস ! > আমার ‘সর্বনাশ’ — তোমা-সবার ‘পরিহাস’ ॥১১৩॥ ## Text > ei sukha lāgi' āmi kariluṅ sannyāsa! > āmāra 'sarva-nāśa'—tomā-sabāra 'parihāsa' ## Synonyms *ei*—this; *sukha*—happiness; *lāgi'*—for; *āmi*—I; *kariluṅ sannyāsa*—have taken to the renounced order; *āmāra sarva-nāśa*—My ruination; *tomā-sabāra*—of all of you; *parihāsa*—joking. ## Translation **"Have I taken sannyāsa for such happiness? Accepting this oil would bring My ruination, and all of you would laugh.** ## Purport Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu declared Himself a strict *sannyāsī.* A *sannyāsī* is not supposed to take help from anyone. Retaining a masseur to give Him massages would indicate His dependence on others. Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu wanted to follow very strictly the principle of not accepting anyone's help for His bodily comfort.